ഒരിക്കല്‍ എല്ലാ വികാരങ്ങളും കൂടി കണ്ണ് പൊത്തി കളി കളിയ്ക്കാന്‍ തീരുമാന്നിച്ചു.
ദുഖം എണ്ണാന്‍ തുടങ്ങി, ബാക്കി എല്ലാ വികാരങ്ങളും പോയി ഒളിച്ചിരുന്നു.
കള്ളം മരത്തിന്റെ പുറകില്‍ ഒളിച്ചു, സ്നേഹം റോസാ ചെടിയുടെ ഇടയ്ക്കു ഒളിച്ചിരുന്നു.
ദുഖം എല്ലാരെയും കണ്ടു പിടിച്ചു, സ്നേഹത്തിനെ ഒഴിച്ച്.
ഇത് കണ്ടു അസൂയ വേദനയോട് പറഞ്ഞു കൊടുത്തു സ്നേഹം എവിടെയാണ് ഒളിച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു എന്ന്.
... അപ്പോള്‍ ഓടിച്ചെന്നു വേദന സ്നേഹത്തെ വലിച്ചു പിടിച്ചു പുറത്താക്കി.
അപ്പോള്‍ മുള്ളുകൊണ്ട് സ്നേഹത്തിന്റെ കണ്ണ് രണ്ടും പോട്ടിപോയി.
അപ്പൊ സ്നേഹം അന്ധയായി പോയി..
ഇത് കണ്ടു ഭഗവാന്‍ വേദനക്ക് ശാപം കൊടുത്തു, നീ ജീവിത കാലം മുഴുവന്‍ സ്നേഹത്തിന്റെ കൂടെ കഴിയേണ്ടി വരും എന്ന്.
അന്ന് തൊട്ടു സ്നേഹം അന്ധയായി, എവിടെ പോയാലും വേദന കൂടെകൊണ്ടു നടക്കുന്നു..........!

FLOATING OVER DREAMS...

Drowning in and i felt a dream..

Got so many things in ma silent scream..

I wished to F.L.O.A.T ..

I tried to  F.L.O.A.T ..

Every beat i felt so loud,

Like a death knell in ma church so loud..

Tried to  F.L.O.A.T ..

I prayed to float..

Raised from over the sands of time..

More than over than over the clouds of sky..

Found my stars,planes and dreams there ..

I got the SPOT

Found me  F.L.O.A.T

Frozen in Time ,I floated

there more than under Forgiveness..oh yeah

Memories 

F.L.O.A.T

MY COLDEST DAY(FUNERAL)

I can feel the pain,

i can be the rain..

I can see your eyes..

I can be your thoughts..

I can smile in dreams...yeah

Even i can live in memmories..

I can be some ash,

i can be the smoke..

I can fly in sky..Yeah

am not phoenix

What'll you do with my ash..?

where can i find me again.?

Am i divine...?

divine..?

Life was a dream..

where i sleepin now?

am i living or just being a thought..?

TELL ME YOU TELL ME NOW....

JUST tell me...

BEFORE YOU LEAVE......!!

once again the heart will dream and fly

Within a lonely heart there dwells a soul of untold dreams 
Within a heart of love there dwells a dreamer, so it seems  
So what, per chance, resides  among the dreams left there to 
                                                      die?
A heart long since forgotten in the wake of days gone by 
And what, pray tell, lives in a heart that never dreams at all? 
A bitter, lonely soul it seems that hides behind a wall  
And as the wall stands firm and lets no other heart come near
 It feels not love and laughter from the ones it should hold dear 
In time the wall will crumble giving way to love's pure light
Then once again the heart will dream and fly to greater heights.

Alone I have my day planned

Alone I try to understand

Alone when I rise

Alone with my cries

Alone in my head

Alone wishing I was dead

Alone with my pain

Alone in the rain

Alone with my joys

Alone with no noise

Alone in my sadness

Alone in my madness

Alone with my laugh

Alone with my stuff

Alone with a frown

Alone I sit down

Alone in hurt

Alone in dirt

Alone with my fears

Alone with my tears

Alone in good health

Alone with wealth

Alone with a frown

Alone with no sound

Alone I wander

Alone I ponder

Alone with my wishes

Alone with my dishes

Alone to discover

Alone under the mattress cover

Alone in the night

Alone when we fight

Alone with dreams you ignite

Alone waiting for things to be alright

Alone in my prayers

Alone because no one cares

Alone without you

Alone with no one to look up to

Alone in my hell

Alone I dwell

Alone without a smile

This poem I compile

Whoz in my head to tell me this in my dreamz?!!

You are a part of all that surrounds you.
Celebrate your connection to life as you step into the future.
Your abilities can take you to the top,
but it is your character that will keep you there.
Build your character well for it is the foundation of your being.
The adversities you will face will not build your character
- they will reveal it.
Unlock your potential.
Every moment has a hidden gift.
Discover. Dream.
You will create your tomorrows by what you dream today.
Dreams are the touchstones of your character.
Imagine the unimaginable.
This is your time. This is your life.
Seize the moment. Delight in your youth.
Life is your canvas and no one can paint it but you.
Inside you is the key to everything you can imagine and more.
Learn from yesterday, live for today.
You are the hope for tomorrow.

When Friends Become Lovers

Friends forever
That's what you said
Now you treat me
As if I were dead

Such great friends
True till the end
Now my hearts broken
Never to mend

We became lovers
With feelings so deep
Talking one night
We decided to leap

The passion we shared
Consumed us awhile
You even asked me
To walk down the isle

All of the sudden
My friend and my lover
Changed before me
As if undercover

No longer the man
I had grown to love
No longer the friend
Sent from above

The love that we shared
Came to an end
When you left
So did my friend

We no longer talk
Or see one another
Never again
Will my friend be my lover